I had the sense there were some incredible gifts waiting for me in Sardinia, but I had no idea what experiencing and integrating them would be like.
As soon as I arrived I could feel a steady, consistent excitement and happiness like I’d never felt before.
It felt like a homecoming - as if I were returning to a long lost love.
And right away, I could feel Venus, Aphrodite, the energy of the mother goddess of ancient Sardinia - Cunnusa, moving through and awakening in me.
The energy that invites and insists on…
Pleasure as an artform.
The senses as sacred.
The body as a holy vessel for the soul.
Feminine wholeness and artistry.
Aliveness and divinity as our essence.
Cosmic radiance that permeates and sparkles beneath all things.
The flow of pure and high frequency water and energy.
Power and beauty with nothing to prove.
For the first few days, I was absolutely revelling in it. Feeling so much expansion and the beauty of being alive, in this incredible place that sung to my soul.
After some time at the beach one day, I decided to visit a sacred site nearby - an ancient tomb from 1500 BC.
I went inside and touched the stones, feeling the energy in them. And after spending some time there I went on my merry way.
By evening I was very quickly slipping into illness, my body aching and throat swelling. I sent out an SOS to an incredible friend for a healing session while I slept.
When I woke up the next day I felt so much better. We debriefed and she guided me to go deeper into what had been stirred up within me by the ancient stones and energy portal I’d visited, triggering the response in my body.
Through my pounding head and heavy throat, I followed the threads that led me to the core of it.
What I found were the deep ancestral wounds carried by many generations in my family.
The crushing heaviness of life, the lack of joy and lightness. The feeling that moments of happiness are fleeting, and joy is quickly stolen by struggle and hardship.
My friend suggested I commune with the same stones at the tomb, and ask them to support me in letting go of and transmuting the energy of my ancestors and family. To create a ritual and bring an offering.
And so I did. During the Lion’s Gate 888 portal, under the new moon, with a magical little fox visitor crossing paths with me on my way out.
I could feel the heavy energy flowing out of me as touched and leaned on the stones, asking for their help.
And I called on the Goddess Cunnusa, to support me in receiving and attuning to a new frequency of joy and worthiness.
That night I made a flower essence of blooming Jasmine, speaking prayers to the goddess and blessings into the water as I picked the flowers and dropped them in, and leaving the bowl under the new moon to imprint overnight.
My body continued to clear out the old energy through my symptoms, which despite many signs it was clearing,
Progressed to laryngitis… after a huge spike in stress due to an unexpected change in my accomodation arrangements.
Even so, I turned the corner after a few days (that felt like an eternity 😅), and this ‘setback’ also led me to an incredible local herbalist in the mountains.
He was very patient with my Sunday afternoon visit, many questions and our long back and forth via Google translate 😂,
And had some amazing concoctions for me - including exciting new treatments for my cycle health.
After an intense scramble to figure out my next move, miraculously I was able to stay in Sardinia the whole month like I’d originally planned,
Finding new living arrangements in perfect timing on a small, beautiful island nearby,
Where I continued to recover, process and integrate, and soak up the magical energy of Sardinia.
I’m sure there’s so much more to unfold from everything I experienced in Sardinia.
And my intention is to return and spend far more time there when the timing is right ✨ 🐚 🙌🏼
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